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[Nov. 23rd, 2009|11:56 pm] |
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One of a kind, each and everyone of you (:
as time goes by i think, trying to decipher in detail how i feel is really becoming a chore.
less is more :D
i love you.
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[Oct. 9th, 2009|11:08 am] |
what you want and what you choose has really got nothing to do with me, [i only wished you all would stay the same] I'm really at my wits on doing anything right now, if you weren't, aye, fuck it.
I'm really sorry on the other hand.
we've got to make things clear, at least, before i know i lost a friend.
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[Sep. 1st, 2009|10:37 pm] |
I'M TIRED I'M REALLY REALLY TIRED, I'M REALLY REALLY SLEEPY, till the extend i can just sleep while scrubbing striping and all )):
Persevere guanwei persevere!!!
I bumped in to JK while coming back home, was kinda lucky cause i almost missed my bus while getting my double cheese burger haha, but there was this lady who went running and waving, towards the moving bus, and it stopped, haha that's how i met JK, lucky me (:
It's really just a joke my friend, we're just disturbing uh, infact, we see only the good things about you, trust me alright? i treasure every friendship. I'll still say i'm sorry, cause i didn't know it really affected that badly ): we still love you.
imy )): |
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[Sep. 1st, 2009|02:22 am] |
Woah, it's been donkey years since i've written here! well there are reasons of course, but i just suddenly felt like blogging (:
Studio project is seriously draining shit out of me, apologies to those who are working twice or thrice as hard as me, i swear i feeeel ya'll marnn. But, please do persevere, 4 more days people!! but i just heard news about the exhibit thingy on monday, seriously, urgggh!
Okay, this week is gonna be uber uber packed, let's see, the usuals 9 - 6pm schedule is most probably extended to a freaking 9 - 9pm schedule, i've yet to experience that yet, but hopefully, we'll be efficient enough to finish within 9-6pm, we will right????? haha. Holy shit, to really think about it, there's tons and tons of work to be done! and because of this freaking studio project i missed out on casey's soo gonna be dead drunk birthday party! but i sort of promised him i'll be there on the BBQ night luh, so i'll have to rush down after school on wednesday to his chalet, then back home catch like that few hours of precious sleep then rise and shine, if all else is good we're gonna head down to sunshine plaza to get stuff printed out, then at 5pm, meet up with casey again, for the BnJ's audition, bet i'm gonna just screw that up, so yeaa. My groupmates would be waiting for me, and then we might be heading back to school till 9pm to get things sorted out for friday, i seriously can't wait mannnnn, eggcited to the max, i know i might not sound like it now, cause i'm really dead tired, but trust me, eggcited i really am, haha. maybe this would help :D:D
final week, bring it on asshole, screw you upside down, and i'm going off for my cruise!
why why why why why would i ever forget about you??,
every second if you think it exaggerating, i swear.
I don't call you apart of me for nothing. Good night love, ilv (:
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[Aug. 13th, 2009|05:13 pm] |
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
It's that scary, that fast.
I'll always remember what casey told me (:
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| GOOD MORNING (: |
[Aug. 7th, 2009|10:57 am] |
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Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
you love me no longer, I know
and maybe there is nothing
that I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
that I ought just stick to another man
a man that surely deserves me
but I think you do! ( hahah so cute )
So I cry, and I pray and I beg
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
lead me lead me
just say that you need me
So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
lead me lead me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you
Lately I have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and I wonder
what I could have done in another way
to make you stay
Reason will not reach a solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
as long as you don't go
So I cry, I pray and I beg
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
lead me lead me
just say that you need me
So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
lead me lead me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you
(anything but you)
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
Love me love me
I know that you need me
I can't care about anything but you
- why some of us are so hard
- why some of us shine
- why are we all precious, precious like diamonds (:
i hope you're doing fine.
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[Aug. 4th, 2009|11:56 pm] |
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i love you.
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[Jul. 29th, 2009|01:03 pm] |
I realized i haven been blogging properly these few days man, mainly because, week 17, yea that's right, that's my hell week (:
well,
IT'S HERE BABEY :D finally uh cam? hahahahahaha.
LIVERPOOL, awesome shit, they scored 5 goals! was expecting 6 though, oh well (:
p.s she converted :D ( she's kinda confused now )
All as planned i guess, got the camera before the match, pictures turn out awesome, camera awesome, soccer game awesome, finally, awesome girlfriend (:
I need to go drinking soooooon mann, make me real drunk reeeeaaalllll drrruunnnkkk haha, why do i feel like my liver's shrinking :O
Holidays quick comee, assignments quick end, girlfriend's exams quick pass(with flying colors thank you :D), friend's holidays quick come, job quick come, money fall down from sky.
Oh, i bumped into joell yesterday, secret secret uh, cannot tell yet uh? hahah.
All about knowing you, I’m into doing things to keep her longer
Stickin together forever, watch it grow stronger
That’s the way it has to be, everything proper
Keepin it always true
And no one knows
Why I’m into you
Cause they'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That’s why we'll break through (:
(i thought the location detector would state my whole adress or something, cheyy.)
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[Jul. 9th, 2009|12:44 pm] |
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Finally, a job! let the stress and pressure begin, i think it's gonna be worth it right? (:
Let's just hope nothing changes, other then the cash flow :D
oh yuh, it's the start of project CB (:
This is casey and hannah (: no doubt the best :D
This is camillus and gerard, I kinda miss them now, but cam say we're not as close as before alr.
This is veronica (:
i love her like no other.
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[Jun. 28th, 2009|05:55 pm] |
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She don't care about my car
She don't care about my money
And that's real good because I don't got alot to spend
But if I did it wouldn't mean nothin'
She likes me for me
Not because I look like Tyson Beckford
With the charm of Robert Redford
Oozing out my ears
But what she sees
Are my faults and indecisions
My insecure conditions
And the tears upon the pillow that I shed
She don't care about my big screen
Or my collection of DVD's
Things like that just never mattered much to her
Plus she don't watch to much t.v.
And she don't care that I can fly her
To places she ain't never been
But if she really wants to go
I think deep down she knows that
All she has to say is when
She likes me for me
Not because I hang with Leonardo
Or that guy who played in 'Fargo'
I think his name is Steve
She's the one for me
And I just can't live without her
My arms belong around her
And I'm so glad I found her once again
And I'm so glad I found her once again
And I'm so glad I found her once again
Gazing at the ceiling
as we entertain our feelings in the dark
The things that we're afraid of are gonna show us
what we're made of in the end
She likes me for me
Not because I sing like Pavarotti
Or because I am such a hottie
I like her for her
Not because she's phat like Cindy Crawford
She has got so much to offer
Why does she waste all her time with me
There must be something there that I don't see
She likes me for me
Not because I'm tough like Dirty Hairy
Make her laugh just like Jim Carrey
Unlike the Cable Guy
But what she sees
Is that I can't live without her
My arms belong around her
And I'm so glad I found her once again
Found her once again
I'm so glad I found her once again
Once again
(:
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[Jun. 19th, 2009|12:00 pm] |
1/2 of it is gone, ugghhh.
I want to do my homework!!
Well, i've finally when to take my passport sized picture, and finally submitted that freaking ass application form, which would prolly take another week or so to process and everything, after which then would i be able to start earning millons and millons of dollars, hahah.
Oh well, finally something accomplished, hahah. Now, we just pray hard that it won't affect much when school reopens.
I've always wanted to be those poor students that cannot afford their schools fees and works part time while studying, i don't know whether it's because of the pressure or something, they always turn out to be top students, I guess this is my chance now, wish me luck, hahah.
I'm blessed, i must admit, really blessed, to have you in my life (:
i know she looks scary here, but she's not luhh ( is it? ) hahaha.
Thank you for everytthiingg, i love you sweetiee (:
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[Jun. 7th, 2009|01:15 pm] |
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Friends will never come and go! At least for my friends! :D
They'll stay where they are, forever and ever ever (: |
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[May. 26th, 2009|08:10 pm] |
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I swear.
Kill me to go through this again, i'm sorry, i really don't know how to react.
but i know i would NEVER let this happen to me, i'm DEAD serious. Just
you wait, i have never wanted something SOO badly before.
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[May. 19th, 2009|08:22 pm] |
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Things are shaping up to be pretty odd
Little deaths in musical beds
So it seems I'm someone I've never met
You will only hear these elegant crimes
Fall on your ears from criminal dimes
They spill unfound from a pretty mouth
And everybody gets there when everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay…
I want to go where everyone goes
I want to know what everyone knows
I want to go where everyone feels the same
I never said I'd leave the city
I never said I'd leave this town
A falling out we won't tiptoe about
When everybody gets there everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, and I say
[X2]
Things have changed for me
I wannnaa mua holideeeyyss, the tired effect is starting to kick in alr, hoho.
Driving was fun luh, like, suupppeerr fun, almost beat red light, almost hit a pedestrian :D
The unusual sat next to me today
The ANG MOHs' conversation, hahah, uber coooool :D
I've gotta keep my eyes wide open and feel good (:
I miss soccer.
I miss my bestie, sorrry.
bismmsdb. |
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[May. 19th, 2009|08:22 pm] |
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Things are shaping up to be pretty odd
Little deaths in musical beds
So it seems I'm someone I've never met
You will only hear these elegant crimes
Fall on your ears from criminal dimes
They spill unfound from a pretty mouth
And everybody gets there when everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay…
I want to go where everyone goes
I want to know what everyone knows
I want to go where everyone feels the same
I never said I'd leave the city
I never said I'd leave this town
A falling out we won't tiptoe about
When everybody gets there everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, and I say
[X2]
Things have changed for me
I wannnaa mua holideeeyyss, the tired effect is starting to kick in alr, hoho.
Driving was fun luh, like, suupppeerr fun, almost beat red light, almost hit a pedestrian :D
The unusual sat next to me
The ANG MOHs' conversation, hahah, uber coooool :D
I've gotta keep my eyes wide open and feel good (:
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[May. 10th, 2009|11:22 am] |
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HAPPY MOTHER's DAY MUMMY (:
although i've only said this once in front of you, but I LOVE YOU mum.
Really wanna thank you for all that you've done for me, i'll word hard i promise you, to bring you a better life in the future (: |
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[May. 5th, 2009|03:42 pm] |
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I swear lecturers weren't bullshiting about work loads in year 2 man. It's either that, or i've really been slacking hell loads in year 1. Time consuming; it's almost as if everyday i'm doing my work, and i'm really trying my best to keep up with my list of 'THINGS TO DO' fortunately sleeping in class wasn't really much of a problem now, soo much better than before, so proud of myself :D For your information, my list of 'THINGS TO DO' seems to only consist of exercises, wait till the assignments come, slap face on pillow big time*
I can't wait for so many things to happen, sooo many (:
I'm visualizing a breakthrough, or should i say we are visualizing a breakthrough, let's just see how it goes (: |
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[Apr. 21st, 2009|11:41 pm] |
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Ahhh, school.
Hahaha, everything's turning out alright i guess. I just realised being able to get into my specialization is really kind of a blessing, and i'm suppose to really cherish it, and i will luh, i've got responsibilities (:
It's comingggg, reallll soooooonnn :D |
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[Apr. 4th, 2009|04:38 pm] |
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I'm done!!, and 10 years certainly didn't pass :D hahaha. Prolly there's more to come, since i've started (: It's always cool to hear or to read about other people's life, to know what they've been through, their ups and downs, everything. But it's pretty much scary, when your very own story starts, what lies ahead, no one really knows, but it's kinda cool, i guess? really makes me feel like going back to secondary school, the times, where we wouldn't need to bother about most of the things? actually, we should have started bothering about everything when we stepped into primary education, yea, regrets, hahaha. I hate to say this, but yea regrets. It would have really been better, would have been a whole lot better. Nevertheless, i'm still happy with what i have right now (:, if all the 'would haves' would have taken place, i wouldn't know if i'd still be able to have the friends (all of you!:D) i have right now, social skills that i attained throughout the years or even my personality right now, because normal human beings change/adapt to different surroundings, the way we are brought up and the people with mix with. I guess i'm blessed? (: hahah.
We're all different, allll different. But i can assure you, every single one of us, just wants to be loved and understood for who and what we are, that's why i have her, and i'll be there for her (: |
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